caring soo much for someone that all you want is for them to be happy, no matter how much pain it causes you. You try not to show it because as soon as you do, they are unhappy and it kills you to see them not smiling. Knowing youre holding them back is the worst feeling, knowing they could be bigger and better but you just being in their life prevents it, horrible when you care so much for them you dont have the strength to be without them and to tell them to leave you but you dont have the heart to tell them to give up on dreams and stay with you